Today is Valentine’s Day, many people especially who has “someone special” will celebrate it by giving that someone chocolate or red rose. But for me, nothing special about this day. Because, I am the type of person who won’t show my romance feeling to person that I admired. And If I want to do, I prefer to gave him affection by helping him for something that he can’t do. But mostly, I often stalk him and didn’t do anything to show my feeling.
Talk about romance feeling, actually I don’t really give attention for it, because it’s not my first priority, beside I seldom feel about romance feeling it self. Sometimes. I feel confused with myself because I feel like my heart is cold for romance things. For example, if I have special feeling to a man, I just stalk him and if I know that he has special feeling to another woman, I don’t feel broken heart either. And I can decide to stop admire him without drama etc. Yeah, my friends call me as cold-heart ed person in romance life. And I don’t mind with that epithet.
Albeit I don’t pay attention for romance feeling, and I also I never in relationship before, my friends often told me about their romance story. Maybe because I am an introvert and silent person, so they have assumption that I am a good listener and wouldn’t tell their story to others :). But lately, I try to refuse if they want to share their story because sometimes their story make my brain overthinking, especially if their story is about their problems. Beside I don’t have experience about romance relationship yet, I also don’t want wasting my time to take care of someone’s problem, because I have my own. Okay, maybe I just write about these, because I don’t have interesting topic about feeling. And, Happy Valentine’s Day for who celebrate it.
My Bowl of Soup 