Today, my melancholic side is coming. I didn’t know my head full with my past, my fail and my tragedy. And it makes me sad without reason. I feel like my soul so weary. So, in my actual planning, I decide to not go outside, cause I am really not in the good mood to meet anyone today. But, I remember that I have some duties which make me have to go to campus.
I wait for my friend in silence, yeah one of my duties is meeting with my friend to give him a few important documents. While I wait for him, my mind tried to figure out the secrecy of my troubles that happen to me lately. After I met my friend and give him all the important document, I went to library immediately cause the sky was cloudy and raindrops start falling.
When I was on library, suddenly my mood want to go back on my flat. In fact, rain is still drops although not really heavy. I compelled my self to walk under the rain. Cause I realize that rain will keeps falling, and I don’t want to wait for a long time in library. I walk under the rain, while my mind full with all of my problems. I keep in my silence and didn’t really care with my surrounding. I let my clothes wet because of the rain. All I want is I arrive in my flat and sleep or recharge my energy.
And now, I write this post while listening a song “You Raise Me Up” and try to calm myself. At least it helps me to decrease my sad condition.
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