If you ask me what things I hate the most, I will answer ignorance. I hate ignorance, especially when I tell good information or I have any recommendation to give. It felt like my dignity fall down. I will overthink if someone ignorance me or doesn’t consider my existence, especially if I got ignorance from someone that I really care about (I don’t know, maybe it has correlations with my INTJ sides).
Then, what is kind of the ignorance that I means? It such as when I ask on the group chat, I don’t get any response. When I am in discussion, I have recommendation, but there is no feed back from others. Yeah, it’s kinda like that. I don’t know if someone have the same opinion about ignorance with me or it’s just I am too much on hold my feeling. In fact when I got ignorance from other, it makes me look like a dumb and useless.
Maybe, what caused me hate ignorance so much because I hold in the high esteem on dignity. In my opinion, dignity represent someone are, and when there is someone that couldn’t give my expectation about dignity (one of them is always get more attention when I said serious things), I will lost respect to them. In other word, when once someone ignorance me, I will start to slam the door to them. I admit that it’s too much, but from now, my ego still couldn’t accept the ignorance.