“I am an introvert”, I always said it, over and over again. And I hate small talk. I don’t know, what are people thinking when they often ask a question which didn’t need to answer. Honestly, I am not comfortable when I got that question, because it always make me awkward because I think they ask it without any reason.
Beside I hate smalk talk, I also hate when I should involve to speech or discussion in big forum. It makes my mind blank, because I can’t handle my nerveous. So, people often see me as shy person. When I should speech or making conversation in big forum, I often talk too fast and stutter, although I have prepared the material for speaking.
But, it will be different when I involve in deep conversation. I feel like, when I am in deep conversation, always flow itself. Especially when we talked about life or my interest, it often spend several hours because we didn’t realize it. I love deep conversatiom because I often find new insight, inspiration also motivation from it. But, it hard for me to find person who can do deep conversation with me.
My Bowl of Soup 